Resolute Restructuring

I gotta be honest and say, I'm not all that keen on resolutions.

Partly because I think that's just an excuse to break them. But more important, I know myself. I become overwhelmed by HUGE long-term goals.

I'm a 'baby steps' type-o-gal.

Some I've managed this past year, some I haven't. And that's okay. There's a new year just HOURS away.

I'm disappointed that I don't have anything special planned. No one but Mom and me. No romantic interest to kiss or even share a suggestive glance.

I'd like to say: That's Okay. But it isn't. I makes me feel like a failure.

Don't get me wrong, I know I'm not. I don't need someone to complete me. I must complete me.

Still, it feels lonely.

I've got things to complete... the piano tuning course. I need a good swift kick in the butt for that -- but that's coming 01/04.

I've got a show to look forward to -- beginning this week as well. I get to bring back to LIFE a wonderful character that I love. THAT'S incredibly exciting.

I've got issues with energy and exercise -- that I'm also planning to address this week.

I guess that's the biggie. Day-by-day. Life will always get int the way, but I'm gonna try.

Notes of THANKS and wishes of a better 2006 to all...

Updated: 1/5/07