No Good Deed
It's not that I've given UP trying, I haven't. I'm just maintaining which I'm going to have to do the REST of my life.
I have decided, to re-commit after the Holidays to putting together a plan and proceeding.
Honestly?
Most of my Mentors have either reached goal or have become bored and just don't post anymore. I've tried finding new ones -- but it's hard when I too feel like I've lost my MoJo.
I have said "Goodbye" to an a lot of my old, over-sized clothes. To be honest, I have mixed feelings. I really LIKED some of them and don't have anything as COOL.
Yet.
But as a treat for myself, I splurged and feel I deserve my first pair of LEATHER [not pleather] pants and skirt. I mean, I did get that Black Leather coat from Mrs. Santa!
Here's the kicker. I'm not sure they'll fit! But if they don't -- well, I'll just work even harder to MAKE them fit. Know-what-I-mean?
I'm a little depressed, stressed and over-worked. It's the holiday and I seem to miss Dad more than usual. I've not really had a proper break in over 8 months.
I will get there. I have been doing quite a bit of 'socializing' which is important to me biz-wise as well as personally.
AND I've been trying to keep up w/Dad's legacy of Doing a Good Deed for Someone else. [Not kidding, it was part of his last wishes in lieu of flowers.]
I'm not going to say WHAT I've done, but I've done something EVERY day. And I'm proud of that -- so would HE be.
So go on.
I dare ya.
Do a good deed.
Updated: 1/5/07
