Every DAY...
But I knew that coming in. It's waaaaaaaaaaay easy to forget how difficult thinking/eating/being HEALTHY can be.
I have the most trouble believing in MYself.
Other people believe in me, love me.
I don't.
I have to learn. If I don't, I will DIE this way.
And then they'll bury me in a piano box, which in it's OWN way would be fitting.
Keyword "fitting".
I hate looking in the mirror and seeing what I see. It's not the person I am on the inside, so why is it so difficult to look? That's what OTHER people see...
More important than healthy eating -- I've got to learn to love me.
Healthy eating IS for me, but obviously, I don't believe it.
Well today?
Today it's all about ME.
Man that sounds incredibly selfish and foreign... it's going to take some getting USE to...
Updated: 1/5/07
